last blog assignment;

He shook violently and trembled as he stared down at hands that could not have been his own. Deeply his throaty voice crept back to him only as faint echos inside his clouded head. The minds defences were taking over and calming his paralyzed body. Although he could not he could not hear the shock around him, he could definitely feel it. Thick salty sweat coated his entire body in chill and his jolted muscles flexed pulling his body tighter around himself. Heightened paranoia pulled his heavy head into his strong shoulders and he twitched with every tickle of air.
He had to get out. He had to leave. Thoughts and memory were completely frozen; what had happened, where he was, and who he had been, all questions that danced openly inside his hollow head. for a moment he wondered if he was dreaming... but the fear was only too real, the sickening feeling in his stomach only too powerful, and the weight he felt on his chest only too heavy to be a harmless dream. He breathed his first breath, and life began to come back to him. Breathing deeply the world slowly uncleared and he found himself in a room, a familiar room perhaps. In fact a place he may have spent alot of time in.

just wishing wont make your dreams come true;;

Being passionate about your job is most definitley important, enjoying your job makes it that much easier to get up and go to it everyday. Going to a job you hate is awful. You regeret every moment you spend there and count down every minute that passes by, it makes it harder to get up and have a good day when your dreading the entire morning. its important to find a job that best suits you and you love doing. The hard part and what i thin most people struggle with is the money part. You can have a great paying job but be away from your family and hate it. or you can have a job that you like but its just not practical when it comes to financial matters. Many of the adults i know are stuck in this annoying predicament. Pushing themselves through the jobs they hate only because theyve created no other options.
I can relate to " why dream jobs dont come true" because i also had dreams of being a dentist or doctor alll through elementry school. I had made up my mind and thats what i wanted to do. My parents were very happy that i had chosen such a ambitious career choice. But as i grew up i realized that it took alot more than just a want to make it happen and i decided what i wanted to be was a student counsellor. Now that i am in my senior year of highschool i am more clueless than i have ever been. I have no school plans until a year later. the only thing i have planned is my England trip which i will be going on for 6 months to a year and staying with relatives. Being in a different place yet alone a whole different part of the world is going to help me decide what i really want to do in life. the last thing i want to happen is to push myself into a job i cant stand. just goes to show it takes more than wishing to make dreams happen.. maybe they should have taught us this in elemenrty school when i believed i was so invincable..

tOp tHrEe

Top Three Things to Bring with You at the End of the World.

When the world (supposedly) ends in 2010, you will be the most prepared person huddled in their basement praying for a miracle. If you follow these three steps you are destined for greatness my friend.

these rules are subject to change and will not keep you safe from the ending of the planet earth, this blogger is not responsible for all malfunctions involved in steps and is not applicable to: senoirs, young children, and/or wild animals

1) a bestfriend: someone who will be there when things get rough, someone who makes things easier and you can share everything with. theyll be the ones who best understand what your going through at the moment. your bestfriend will be the one your laughing with till the end.. literally.
2) a good playlist: as long as your ipod is charged your life will feel a million times easier. Songs can inspire you to be angry, vulnerable, happy, or confident. the right song will pluck you from a nad mood and send you soaring in the right direction.
3) good times or stories to recall from the past: when the world is ending and your ipod has finally died, and your bestfriend is just as scared as you are there is always memories from the past that will let you focus on goodtimes with friends.

there are a few ways to enhance these rules and make them work even better for you.
1) bring along someone extremly gifted at math, sciences, languages and history. that way you have someone who can explain everything going on at the moment and build you a safe house with their skills.
2) be with someone you can stand. if you bring someone you talks too much or is constantly annoying or outwardly rude.. this will make life more difficult than it already is.
3) rid yourself of all depressing music.. life is already going to be hard right now.
4) hold off on telling your bestfriend that thing youve been meaning to tell them until the last minute, that way they cant be mad at you the whole time
5) tell everyone you love that you love them .. and might as well tell everyone you hate you hate them now too because there isnt going to be another chance

and lastly dont live in the past, live in the moment and the good memories and take life as it comes... or goes.

GOOD LUCK!